Quote for the moment

“True country music is honesty, sincerity, and real life to the hilt.”


-Garth Brooks


Friday, May 28, 2010

All my rowdy freinds are coming over tonight

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

I'm still crazy

Vern Gosdin
Well, I woke up one morning with a note up on my chest
It said I’m gone for good you’re no longer with the best
I never dreamed there’d ever be another made for you
So I just went crazy there was nothing left to do.

I used to be crazy over you
Nobody else could move me like you used to
I had to be out of my mind thinking I’d soon be over you
But I’m still crazy and I’m not over you.

When the bad news finally hit me lord it hurt me to the bone
I was just a fool to think you could be just a little bit gone
But it would be easy it wouldn’t be hard to forget
Little did I know that I hadn’t seen nothing yet.

I used to be crazy over you Nobody else could move me like you used to I had to be out of my mind thinking I’d soon be over you But I’m still crazy and I’m not over you. Oh, I’m still crazy and I’m not over you. Oh, I’m still crazy and I’m not over you. Oh, I’m still crazy and I’m not over you..

Irony

Talk about irony yesterday I got lost in Poe Valley while trying to find Penn's Creek and I drove around for about 45 min. trying to find some place familiar I pulled over in complete frustration and worry and then I saw a cloud of dust and a truck coming towards me. I took a second look and Dagum that truck looked familiar. It was my ex-boyfriend, ironically; I am in stranded in the middle of nowhere and my knight in shining armor arrives and I followed him out of my distress. I guess them former boys are good for something. He always has been my knight in shining or armor. Or just a cowboy in boots.
"What color is the mud?"

Friday, May 21, 2010

Feelin Better

Hank Jr.
Moved on down to sweet home alabama in 1974
I had to get out of music city and I had to get off the road
Woman she left and the people wouldnt let me sing nothing but them old sad songs
Had to get high so I wouldnt cry you know they hit pretty close to home
I'm feelin' better

Now that I'm back on the road
Getting it together
Between Macon and Mussel Shoals

I started turinging up loud
and looking at the crowd and bending them gutiar strings
Knew all the while though it was my style
could they ever forget my name
I rocked them in Raleigh and knocked them out of Knoxville
just couldnt do no wrong
People went wild and the band said child better keep on playing them songs

I'm feelin better
Now that I'm back on the road
Gettin it together
Between Macon and Mussels Shoals

Now my life aint the same and I had to change
and I hope this music will show
A little bit less of crying in the beer and little of my own soul
Waylon and Toy and all them boys
I wanna say thanks to you your fiddle and your steele make me play what I feel
and I dont feel love sick blues
and I'm feelin better
I got hurt but I'm back on the road
Gettin it together between Macon and Mussel Shoals

All came together in my sweet alabama home
and I'm through forever of trying to put everybody on
I'm feelin better
Now that I'm back on the road
Getting it together
had to eat little cornbread
Yea been eatin that cornbread
sleeping on a feather bed
drinking that home grown
writing some new songs
Feelin better

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Just when I thought I was alright

Its funny how you think that you've finally gotten over someone and then it all floods back.
Its funny how you think your parents finally know you and then they break what little heart you have left.
Its funny how the more you seek for happiness the more trouble you find.
Its funny how you realize on this earth there is no such thing as a peace of mind.

I've been struggling with alot of things since my jr. year in High School and no one has ever been there for me. Maybe One Friend but even that one friend has let me down in my life. I don't know what to do, where to go or how to change it but I do know I can live long like this. People seem to think I have no feelings and that I have "welcome" written on my forehead. I put on an act to everyone and only a few people have ever seen the real me. If I don't put on an act I would have my heart broken all the time because underneath I'm actually very sensitive. But what does it matter the act isn't working I still have a broken heart.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Maybe I'm the ones whos crazy

Hank Jr.
Any more it ain't no big deal
to being used just to get what you want
try to get ahead and then you stab em in the back
people getting used like a stepping stone

Maybe I'm the one who's crazy
but my heart still knows right from wrong
If playing by the rules doesn't matter anymore
then I've completely lost my mind
The way the world is going lately
Maybe I'm the one who's crazy

Seems these days they don't need a reason
to walk away and just give up on love
when times get hard that's the easy way out
if someone else gets hurt that's tough
But I'm still a believer in whats meant to last forever

Maybe I'm the ones who's crazy
but my heart still knows right from wrong
if playing by the rules doesn't matter anymore
then I've completely lost my mind
the way the world is going lately maybe
yea the way the world is going lately
Maybe I'm the one who's crazy