To Mr. Worthless:

Its kind of funny how there came a time in my life when I would bend over backwards for people, a particular person specifically, and then before you know it that person you spent the most time with and became your best Friend now wont even take the time to have a decent conversation with you. You could feel sad, maybe a little bittersweet, but then you come to the realization, they never really were what you thought they were so you grieve over what you thought it was or what you wish it was. You get off your knees, crawl out of bed and a light bulb goes on; why am I feeling like this? my self worth rested in that persons hands? Not Hardly. This post is for a not so special someone who will never read this but sending it out to the void takes a tremendous weight off my shoulders. I just want to say-- You never did and never will know the real me and that's just too bad for you. I got my whole life to be whatever the heck I please but being nice to you or even being your Friend is not one of those things and I am so glad I have no obligation to be anything close to civil around you. Ahhhhh.... I feel better.